quarta-feira, 3 de abril de 2019

Agony

Agony, despair
Depression
Anxiety
Lack of sleep…

Smothering….
Can’t breath
Pain…

Feeling the life escaping through my fingers…
Barely scatting the surface…  
Trying to reach my dreams…

Lost in thoughts…
Dreams… Lots…
So close but so far away…
Counting the hours…
The days… days….
Feeling like ages….

Meds… lots of meds…
Trying…. Trying….
Tired… tired…
Lonely…
Agony….
Anxiety….

Fighting…
Trying….
Tired of being strong…
Lost… Lost…
In thoughts…
Paranoia…

Hurt…
Bleeding…
Can’t breathe…
Can’t Be…